2 weeks- i cant believe it- 2 weeks from today i will be in FRANCE!!!!!!!!! im so excited! i can hardly wait!!!!!

reflection

I know this is something that I have to do,
But I feel like I'm in the midst of failing you,

Why do I feel like you won't understand?
You who made me, made me with your hands?

But I guess thats why I feel so bad
I feel like I'm making you sad

For I feel like I messing with perfection,
Even when I'm ashamed of my reflection

So give me a peace
a hope that you see

all that I think in my heart
and show me just where to start

and never leave me alone
cuz I need you and your love

Please Lord,
Please Abba,
amen

i know its been a while, but ive been really busy. school and such has been great. i sadly, just got back from my aunts funeral. she died of cancer, but has now gone home to be with Jesus!
thats about all, no more exciting news.

New years Resolutions:

These are my new years resolutions for this year- i hope i can keep them!
1. to be more optomistic (ive decided the glass is not half full and its not half empty- its compleatly full (its got air in it!))
2. im going to be more crazy and outgoing!
3. im going to stop complaining so much
4. im going to start sharing more about my faith to my unsaved friends!

have a great year everybody!!!


(OH, and only 18 days till my 16Th birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!)

I havent written in a while, so i thought i would just post about whats going on in my life right now- for the intrest of any who reads this (which isnt many-its totals about 3 - dan, God, and me :) )
Schools going great- all of my classes are pretty easy this semester- although french is going to be a struggle because the one girl i cant stand at all is in my class- lucky me! but it will be ok. Ceramics will be great as soon as mr. brooks lets us touch the clay- i cant wait!!! and all of my other classes will be just lovely.

The rest of my life is going well right now- ive managed to get my green monster to hibernate for a while. also, my youth pastor is being civil (ive decided to be thankful for what i do have , not whining about what i dont) but hes no where near becoming #1 on my list of favorite people.

well, just wanted to catch all yall up- ok, i guess i wanted to catch dan up since he's the only one who reads this. but, i realized a long time ago- even if no one likes what i write- or even cares about it, its good to have someplace to write how im feeling and occasionally hear an encoraging word about the subject i wrote about.

Remember, "Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good; his love endures forever."1 chronicles 16:34