We went on a prayer walk today. It was really cool. We went to all the jr. high and high schools in the area and prayed around the flagpoles for the students, teachers, administration, and staff of the school, for the Lord to move in a big way through each christian, and for more to come to know him this year. It was awesome to see about 6 or 7 jr. highers to pray at their respective schools. One of them was only saved a few weeks ago.
It's hard though... I really dont want this year to come- because when it comes, it will mean I only have 180 days of high school left, and while that sounds exciting, its also scary. When high school is over, then comes college, and while Im excited about college, Ive been thinking alot lately about what I want to major in, and as of right this minute, i have absolutely no idea. I've been planning on being a teacher since about 3rd grade, but I'm really not sure anymore if that is what God is calling me to do. Lately Ive been considering architecture, but i hate math, specifically geometry, so i really cant see myself spending the rest of my life in a career based on geometry. I really dont want to go against God's will for my life, but if i cant figure out what that will is, it'll be hard. plus, if i do go with architecture, all my french will go down the drain- i love the french language, and culture, and i cant bear to go through life never using it again. i dont know what to do--ok--I DO know what to do- its called PRAY... but Im not as close to God right now as I should be, so i really dont know if he'll hear/answer me. John 15:7 says "If you remain in me, and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish and it will be given to you" I wish, Lord, to know your will for my life.